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Kim Cofield's avatar

The health & creativity thing is such a fine line to walk sometimes. I too know the similar thoughts of, I am not creating so I am not worthy.

I am trying to get better at listening to what my body needs as opposed to what I want it to do. Sometimes that works, sometimes that does not.

I hope you get some medical assistance, of the kind you need not what your insurance demands

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Kathryn Vercillo's avatar

Thank you. It helps to be seen. 💞💞

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Maryann's avatar

Sending love and healing vibes. ❤️❤️❤️

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Kathryn Vercillo's avatar

Received 💞💞💞

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Cate Gander's avatar

Kathryn, it feels like too little, to say I'm sorry you're dealing with so many health issues - but I really am sorry you're dealing with so many health issues. As someone who deals with anxiety and depression that is often triggered by physical things like pain and stomach issues, I can relate, and I really hate that you're experiencing this so intensely right now. Hugs to you and also thanks for promoting my work on Threadstack.

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Kathryn Vercillo's avatar

Thank you so much. I actually figured out that the decrease off of one SSRI was causing a big chunk of the issues (not all, but many) and I increased back and the symptoms are starting to clear. Drs weren't much help on that but friends and colleagues were. <3 <3 The support is so appreciated.

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Cate Gander's avatar

I'm glad that's helping. I spent a good chunk of my 30's -50's on SSRI's or SNRI's, and when I weaned off the last one (which was a doozy!) I had a constant burning in my throat and chest with sometimes a cough. It was absolutely exhausting; I can still remember surrendering to it and feeling so defeated. Sharing not to tell my story but to show that I understand the real physical symptoms associated with those dosage changes. (edited for a typo)

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Kathryn Vercillo's avatar

My throat has been burning too! What is that?!?

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Cate Gander's avatar

I have no idea - didn't ask a doctor - but my laywoman's theory is that it was a kind of rebound effect. I think, for me, those nerves had been dulled by the meds and were waking back up.

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Kathryn Vercillo's avatar

That makes sense to me. And all of the best information I've gotten medically has been from the anecdotal evidence of the laywomen.

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Victoria K. Walker's avatar

💕

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